我的心痛，没有人能了解。The wound tat always remind me of the pain im going thruand its not healing at all ...
WHY!?im so emo-ed again... i have been out almost everyday in order to make myself stop tinking...
BUT things always run thru again & again when im alone~
Why do i have to trust u when u hear me so much?
Why do i have to go thru all this again & again?
Why do u have to make use of my feelings again & again?
Why do u have to ruin my life when i better of alone?
Seriously im not ur toy.. i just purely wan a stable relationship or am i asking too much ?
I dunno wads wrong with us... i force myself to be cold to u .. but u always have ur ways
to make me to be soft heart .. im really stupid to believe ur words...
Mr Ng,If u gt to read tis .. pls get out of my life forever n never appear again to mess up my life!i swear i will slap u on de spot if u really appear again.. I REALLY SWEAR !~ 
`♥ayako.soda
LV NeverFul Bag 
July 2006
